I have to wake up
from my wonderful dream in America. I cannot believe about 4 month already
past. Soon I have to go back to Japan,
and I can’t help thinking of my life in Japan. I had a very fantastic life in
America as an extension student. I can’t explain how wonderful life I spend!!
My choice was correct!!! I have been really happy and lucky to be here, because
many people gave up coming back to America because of money. It is not easy to
come back to America again, because it costs over 800,000 yen, and we also have
to pay tuition for university in Japan. I
am really appreciated my family. However, my parents also will be happy to hear
my stories in America. I do not have some regrets about extension program. I
did all things I want to do, and through American life I can cultivate my
character, I improve my English skill, and I got confidence for my future.
I can cultivate my
character more positive. When I came here, I actually I had a worry about my
English skills. Everyone who came here are very talented or intelligent. For
example, some are good at listening, and other is very good at writing.
However, I am not same as them. I am not talented and intelligent, so one of my
goals is catching up them. Also when I was in Japan, I had guessed I would be
negative because of lack of my skills, and I will be tired because of tons of
homework in America. Therefore I did not want to be negative, so I try to be
positive for everything every day. It is also my goal. For instance, I had some
trouble about my English skills, but I tried to believe myself, and I talked to
myself “Everyone have own paces, and I can improve little by little”. If I have
tons of homework, I talked to myself “Let’s enjoy studying! I can do it! It is
for my improving! ”. If I have a positive thinking, I can be more energetic and
I can enjoy everything, so I was not tired about homework. Now my life in
America will be almost finished, but I don’t recall my depressed time. I noticed
I was very positive every day in this semester!!! I hoped this, but I had
guessed I would lose my confidence to compare with other students, so it is
unexpected for me! Through this semester I can believe myself, and I can be
more positive.
I was very happy
to notice I can improve my English skill. During this semester, some people
said “I feel my improving”, and I worried about me when I have finished this
extension program, whether I would improve my skills or not. However, I noticed
my improving when I read my book. I had to read three kind of books during this
semester, and we chose before we came here. However I was thinking I could not
read them, because in spring semester, I have read 3 level books on the other
hand, these books I got were level 6!!! I had never read level 6. However, I
could read these books when I noticed!! I was very surprised, but I was also
very happy!!! Also, I couldn’t finish TOIEC test every times, but I could
finish in this semester. I am not sure this score is good or not, but it was
kind of my goal to fish until end, so I was very glad!!! Usually, it is
difficult to recognize my improving. Therefore I could notice it, so I was very
satisfied about studying.
Also, this
extension program was very valuable experiences for me, because I got
confidence for my future. We have a lot of opportunity to give a presentation
such as discussion leader, reading leader, and also final big presentation.
Usually, we do not have opportunity to give a presentation, so they are very
precious!!! They were very hard, but especially final presentation was
difficult, and I spent a lot of time!! We have to research very detail,
understand, and make a power point! In addition, we have to translate Japanese
into English, so it was more difficult. Although we will give our presentation
for many people who speak English, so we have to memorize what I should
explain! Even though Japanese presentation is difficult, so English is
absolutely harder than Japanese!! However,
through this presentation program I could get confidence, because I could do
it!!! Everyone let me said “You presentation was wonderful!!”, but I was also
surprised! I could be calm, and I enjoyed my presentation!! If we get a job, we
may give a presentation, so it was very great project!! When I had finished my
presentation, I was full with confidence.
Through this project, I started to have more confidence to speak in
English in front of people. These experiences will be my assets for my future.
In my conclusion,
I spent only 4 month as extension program, but these life were awesome and
momentous in my life. Although I guessed I would have a wonderful life in
America, these lives were unexpected!!! I never forget this extension program,
because this fall session made my character, skills, and having confidence
better. I would like to thank my family to give me this wonderful opportunity
but also teachers and students. They made my American life more valuable. I am a
very happy woman to come with these extension students, and take Jill, Barbara,
Isabel, Timothy, Karen, Ron’s classes. I love everyone and I thank my destiny
to meet them!! Thank you!!!!!!!