A lot

Thank you, Natsumi.

We finally did our presentation on December 5, 6 and 7!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The presentation made us nervous very much from the beginning of this semester. We always worried about my presentation. I felt that the presentation always followed me like a shadow. Sometimes, I felt stress about it, because I couldn't relax anyway. However, time goes so quickly. I finished my  compilation of this semester. All of the exertion make us strong and comfortable. I learned not only a lot of preciousness from this wonderful experience, but also a lot of people have supported me very much.

First of all, I have noticed I am not alone. Before the presentation, we had a tons of homework to be succeed in our presentation. We always suffered it, because it was difficult to translate to English. I had already idea about my topics, but I couldn't express that. When I felt difficulties, I always wanted to buy it. However, my friends and RA, Becki always encouraged me very well. They always gave me advice. We cooperated each other every time. When I didn't have any idea about my topics, I always went to JCC to talk to Masa. He suggested a lot of good ideas for me. Without Masa, I couldn't do my presentation like on December 6. When I didn't have confidence, Mark helped me a lot. He said me that after my presentation, my confidence will increase. These words made me keep making my effort. I could believe his advise easily. When I was confused, a lot of teachers helped me very much. They tried to understand my opinion about my presentation and make a new plans. My presentation was created by not only me, but also people that there are around me.

Second, I experienced my absolutely surprising attitude during my presentation. I am not sure still about it, but it is true. The characteristic is I am not so sensitive about standing in front of people. A part of reasons why I practiced many times during public speaking. Of course, I worried about my presentation very much before my presentation, but I felt comfortable during my presentation. I don't know why. I thought I am finally crazy during my presentation. After presentation, I could feel that it is the best presentation in my presentation practices. I thought I am a negative person until this presentation, because I always think about the worst situation. I don't like to be disappointed when I betray my expectation. However, this experience changed my mind about own characteristic. It was an amazing time for me. I also learned that I like to make people attract my something. It was my presentation in this case. When responses from audiences returned me, I was really joyful. It realized me a lot of characteristics too.

Finally, this presentation carried many kinds of confidence to me. We did our best! is a part of the reasons. Moreover, I am really proud of myself. Before I came to MFWI, I didn't have high motivation about any situation excepts about my dream for future. I rarely cry in front of others, because Ｉ had resistance to show my week point to others even my friends and family.  Crying is a kind of action that needs confidence for me. However, I am able to cry in front of my precious mates. Throughout this significant program, I changed a lot. I also felt a lot.

This experience brought a revolutionary change to me. It cannot count each one because of enormity and forget the meaningful life at MFWI. It is difficult to see directly because of invisibility. However, it will keep promoting to me all the time. I LOVE MFWI.