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| Wonderful Co-Presenters!! |
First, I really appreciate a lot of teacher supporting me. My preparation of presentation such as power point and script was really late because I couldn't organize well smoothly. That's why, I was really upset when I finished my power point and script because I had no idea how should I talk in front of such a lot of people. This practice was really more complex than I though. However, one teacher who is very busy in daily life make the time, almost early morning, for me and fix my pronunciation, speed and emphasis. By practicing these many times, I felt like to grab the atmosphere I would give a presentation. I really appreciate him to spend a lot of time for me and useful direction. And, another teacher also cared about me a lot and always spoke to me, "How is going your presentation?","You can come to see me!"and "I am sure your presentation will absolutely success!" These kind words always encourage me to go toward to the goal and made me feel relieved even if I really feel stressful. I am sure that the thinking that I can depend on all teacher allowed me go for it!!!
Second, My host family is really great and I feel full of affection through them. There are two reasons. First is about the Thanks giving day. Also, my host family came to my presentation without informing me although they live in Idaho where not necessarily near from here. Before the moment they appear I talked with my friend that I feel sorry I was unable to show my presentation to my host family. However, they came!!! I was really surprised and almost crying because their exist removed my strongly nervous to come close my turn. They said, "We planned to come here 2 weeks ago because we wanted to really see your presentation!" Such a wonderful host family I have!! When I realized I have a lot of behalf, I felt "I have no choice but to success my presentation!!! I want them to show my continual efforts so far!!! Also, this thinking removed my big stress.
Third, surprisingly, I had some trouble on the presentation day. I became upset and felt full of nervous and scared and can't stop to think to fail in. However, thanks to the help a lot of my friends and teachers, our stress were removed little by little. They spend their time to help us and sometimes spoke to us, "I was sure you absolutely success that's why you don't need to be afraid!" I really trapped in an extreme state mentally, however my friends always stayed with me and cared about. Their big support was really essential for me and push me to go to forward gently. I appreciate them to big support.
Finally, I think because there were my wonderful group members beside me, I could accomplish my presentation!!! Every time I feel stressful, they spoke to me and tried to remove this thoughtfully. In addition, they always think my topic as if she give a presentation my topic by herself. We see our presentation each other every time and tried to get used to standing in front of the people. The member I went out with since in this summer became gradually gather to one and also they got magical power from each other!!!! If I didn't have them, my presentation would not become wonderful things. Also, now, I really appreciate them to support me.
Fortunately, the things I feared the most didn't happen, which my mind went blank. And also, strangely, the words I have to speak came up with step by step, nevertheless I got lot a lot of words while rehearsal. It is because I got big confidence that I could make everyone understand what I want to say by response of everyone such as nodding. Also, every time I finished saying each one sentence, a lot of friends and teachers was nodding in different meaning. Because I felt everyone stay with me, I could say what I want to say to the end. It was like a magic!!!After finishing my presentation, I felt like that my goal, "Do My Presentation with Brightness!!! and Smile!!!" was achieved. Also, the moment our presentation finished, I felt fulfill which beyond describing!!!! I am sure that If I haven't had really hard time so far, I wouldn't have felt like this feeling. Through this experience, I learned how many people supported me so far and how happy environment I was standing. I hope this experience will connect to the big confidence!!! "We Did It!!!!"